Leeeeaving, on a jeeet plane (I mean 'bus', but it doesn't sound as good)

So I should really be getting ready to leave, as Grant wants to get up to Sale as early as possible (excited much?), but I haven't sat at the computer for far too long in aaaages, so I think it needs to be done before I'm away for a week :)

So the past week has been...challenging. I'm surprised I slept at ALL wednesday night with the amount of excitement and anticipation I had over him getting back :) And mate, I am SO glad my tough week is over, and now he has to do it with me being away at Hillsong ;) Hehe. Cruel? Totally.

If you guys could be praying for me this week, that'd be great. Things have been going really well with the boy and I. God's hand in this is so evident, and our individual desires for God's leading and will goes beyond anything I have ever experienced before. And so the enemy has been attacking. I've had about 4 anxiety attacks over the past few weeks. And while I am REALLY excited to say that I have been getting over them MUCH quicker with the help of the boy, they still drain me and effect me in ways I don't care to admit. Satan will not win this. Infact his efforts are all a bit in vain considering it excites me the fact that we must be freaking him out with how right we are doing things. He can attack all he wants...and I will see them for what they are. And in the mean time, the boy and I can become all the more closer for experiencing tough things together.
And can I just add...this guy amazes me. He has never had to deal with anything like this before, and instead of freaking out by my anxiety and not wanting much to do with it, he wants to be there every time I have an attack and wants to know what goes on and is doing an amazingly fantastic job while he's at it. I am blessed. And I feel the need to try and explain more and make you guys understand what I'm feeling here, but it's not going to be possible. So I will leave it at that....I am blessed.

So this week is going to be awesome. I am so ready and open to be taught. I am excited beyond words at worshipping with 20 000 of my family. I am desperatly desiring times where I will feel like it's just me and God. I'm so looking forward to getting to know different Sale people (and a few WA's!) better. And I can't wait to come back and put into practice everything I've learnt.

It's going to kick batootie :)

And on that note, I am off. Have a great week, and I will be sure to have lots to say when I get back :)